It was wishful thinking that I thought J would actually turn into a relationship. Even when I asked him if he wanted to be my boyfriend and he asked me if I wanted to be his girlfriend, I should know better that those words are empty. I wanted to believe that this time I would find something good, but he's just as flakey and uninterested as the rest of them, no matter what he says his actions speak much louder than words.
I thought he could save me from date after awkward date where I end the night with a little vomit in my mouth or feeling sad because my phone never rings even when I think we connected.
I'm lonelier than over and too tired for the game.
No comments:
Post a Comment